When Her Heart Speaks

Fed up!

2009-09-01T02:08:00.000+08:00

I'm fed up with blogger.

NOTHING SEEMS TO WORK. am changing to wordpress

http://whenherheartspeaks.wordpress.com

period.

小娘惹 Episode 35 －庆功宴

2009-08-17T13:42:00.015+08:00

14th Aug 2009. Finally a Mediacorp Day Off that I do not need to work!

For the past few Mediacorp days off. I have been working my ass off :X

Its damn irritating to work on Mediacorp days off & I absolutely hates it! =p

自然醒！ WhooOoooO! Thats the HIGHLIGHT man !!

NUA- away half the entire day @ HM doing brainless stuff! (and yes, Thats the HIGHLIGHT!)

Headed down ION for a short shopping trip With Miss P. (Thankfully it wasn't that crowded)

Headed down PARK ROYAL HOTEL for the 小娘惹庆功宴！

Yah like after close to one year since production, they finally decided on a 庆功宴

Not bad a timing for me lar. LOL

Anyway, It was an enjoyable time gathering so many ppl from so many different departments!

great & crazy time of taking pictures. 可怜Jeanette's PA. She became the photographer for the night! =p

the crazy aps. I really salute the both of them!

They are the real WARRIORS!

Random grp photos. With Location researcher, casting exec, APs,

Yue niang & xiao yue niang! =) xiao yue niang is adorable! =)

I'm thankful how GOD has place the both of us together

in this short journey

The very cute & brave xiao yue niang!

Oooo that was the highlight! LOL

Isn't he just HANDSOME! LOL OoOoOps!

Yet another random grp shot!

with ... hmmmm 这味道 .... LOL

Damn Damn Damn tall.. almost 1 head can! ARGH

The dearest Ah Tao!

The 最可怜的一家人。

月娘，小月娘，天蓝，阿桃

Absolutely lurve working with her!

不一样的National Day

2009-08-13T22:02:00.010+08:00

Finally blogger allows me to blog normally + uploading of pictures.
Blogger has been giving tons of problems, so much so I'm contemplating switching to wordpress for good!

Anyway ...
I had a splendid National Day this year! Something different lar.
Went down ECP after svc with few of my cell members for a time of exercise！
I can't believe I rode on a bicycle for more than 1.5hours!

There's of coz a price to pay!

My leg hurts like mad the very next day! :X

@ bedok Jetty!

See the tiny tiny helicopter with our SG flag @ the back? LOL

of coz must zi pai abit lar. =p

Ahhh now u take a closer look @ our dear singapore flag! lol

We got to take pic with the REAL MACDONAL! LOL

I was like a child, running towards him and ask if I could take a pic with him

We were @ ECP mac for our dinner. That very MAC took part in the taking pledge together @ 822. So the whole MAC stood up and take pledge together & sang our national anthem. It was a classic moment. What a different kind of National day!

Moreover. Ppl from RAZOR TV came & interview us and TADA! We are on RAZOR TV! LOL

MY 7th Year and counting

2009-08-04T00:57:00.039+08:00

1am in the morning. I should be sleeping but I had the urge to blog

I thought the day was pretty good, nt until the very last bit of the day

Everything starts to go down the hill

Right now, I guess any p&w songs,emo songs/encouraging words etc would just hit the right spot

and get me bursting out in tears

I just reminded myself to be strong, to brave the storm

Fighting back my tears, my emotions & memory kinda stuck @ the 20th anniversary celebrations

And tats the reason why I wanna blog

CHC 20th Anniversary

I can't remember how many times did I tear throughout the 2 service.

Many many aspect just touched my hurt so deeply.

I especially teared when the KIDS BAND led praise & worship it just blown me off totally.

Less than 10 years of age (some may only be 5 years old?)

stood right in front of a fully packed indoor stadium of not less than 14, 000 ppl, leaving their fears behind, they successfully led all of us in a time of praise. The innocence & their pureness of heart touches me deeply. There and there, it reminded me that we are all HIS precious children. In His eyes, no matter how big,small,young,old,bad,good we are always always HIS children

I came to CHC when I was 15 years old and that was about 7 years ago.

I was brought by my gd friend back in sec sch.

If not for CHC. I would not be where I am today

I will not be doing what I'm doing today

N28 & N307

N28 was my very very first CG when I step into CHC. There are the bunch of peeps that accepted me for who I am, taught me, help me to grow, integrated me, shared, listen & cared for me. Ruxin was my very first cell group leader. One who believed in me, trusted me & cared for me. Thanks for not giving up on me! =) I spend my entire youth in this CG.

N28 in 2002. Spot me! LOL

Getting my cert of christian foundation theology from PST Kong

Samantha, Ruxin & me

Sam: The one who brought me to church

Ruxin: My very first CGL

N307

There's a time for everything, and Its time to move on. Estella brought me to her cell and from there, I was integrated. Its like a big happy family! I love them all!

CHOIR MINISTRY

Being in choir was the best thing that happen in CHC. In this ministry, I have many opportunities to do a lot of things for the past 6 years, I never thought I could do.

The first drama experience in Singapore Indoor Stadium!

The first performance @ Orchard

Caroling @ Vivo City

Easter Svc @ Singapore Indoor

EMERGE 07, 1st photo with PST Kong

Our Church 1st Live recording album @ CHC JW

The dearest friend/sis I've found n choir.

Many 20 more years ahead! =)

And recently I have the opportunity to BV in my very own svc.

The QUEEN of choir. The shepherd of CHOIR. Belle!

Just too many more events to even upload!

Also, Wanna thank the many ICs, Idy, Jocelyn, Min Min, Valerie, Qiu Ru.

They trusted, believe, love & gave me tons of opportunities to serve, lead, to help out in the ministry. Leading a small team of choir members nt less than 10 ppl, when I was just barely 17 years old (I'm nv the born-to-be leader kind of person, it was a struggle, but loving & serving together with these ppl under me was the joy I will never ever forget)

I'm eternally grateful!

Some of the lovely girls under my care back then! =)

DIALECT CHURCH

It was yet another blessing & opportunities to be able to serve in the dialect church.

It was like a small extended family I have in choir

Wasn't that easy singing cantonese & hokkien songs. Learning the tune while trying hard to memorize the lyrics. But we've all done it!

The crazy dialect team!

The 2 shepherd of the dialect team.

Thanks for believing, never given up one me!

Shuyun! another leader of the dialect team!

Ever so loving, gracious, humble. There's just too many things

we can all learn from her! Thanks for sharing & listening!

The dialect retro night!

CHEC

I have the coolest teachers ever! Without them, I will truly not be

where I am today. Without their love & encouragement I guess I

won't even pass my 2nd Olevel!

My best buddies in CHEC.

Peizi, daphne, Alicia, Ah Matt & Jessel yam chee hon!

Ms nana, ms tiffy, fefe & me

Then we were in some success story thing @ CHEC's website.

Check it out! www.chec.edu.sg LOL

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Aside the above mentioned ppl. I've made many wonderful friends in the last 7 years.

My beautiful sis/friend! I love you sis! I love rebby too! heee

Ms Nana. You're just such an inspiration.

My dearest right heart ... Love you!

Estella. My version of local zhang hui mei! Doesn't she look like! LOL =p

Rock on babe!

JACE! A powerful make up artiste!

My hunk (sam) + babe(jan) and now that makes a lovely COUPLE

With me a (bright & successful light bulb!)

I LOVE MY SUPPER MATES!

Jul. jul. jul. jul!

more & more chill out time ya! =)

Slim down le lar! Happy!? LOL

See this "beng" since he was a "beng" till now! =p

our countless mac book + starbucks moments!

lets do it again!

None of the above could happen if not for the sacrifices of the pioneers in CHC. Especially Pst kong and sun!

I realized thats the only photo I had with her. and sadly,

tats like the ugliest & fattest photo lar! :X

DAYS

2009-08-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

I've got so much to update

I've got so much to say

I've got so many thoughts that I wanna pen down

I've got so many events I wanna pen down as well

BUT

I do not have the luxury of time

I do not have the simple time to sit down & really think through

and I mean REALLY THINK THROUGH

Pardon this inappropriate post

Pardon this random post

Pardon this unorganized post

Pardon this oh-so-negative post

My days are numbered

Why do I feel like I'm sinking into a kind of unexplained depression?

Why do I feel like I'm detesting every single little thing everyday

Why do I feel so much hatred

Why do I get so agitated over small little issues

Why do I reach the peak of everything so soon?

Where was that joy?

Where was that motivation?

Where was that satisfaction?

Where was that longing?

Where was that love?

Where did I drop all these?

I must have misplace all these...

Behind those smiles are the hidden tears ...

I WANT

2009-07-22T00:45:00.003+08:00

Right now I just want to

Catch a movie that will make me laugh & roll on the floor

Take my holga out on a road trip, snapping away

Take flight immediately to a land of the unknown

Roam the street of someplace so foreign

Fly to HK immediately

Sort out my thoughts

Clear my messy desktop

Drive alone on a highway @ night

SHAN

HUGS

2009-07-12T23:47:00.004+08:00

Hugging is good medicine

It transfers energy and gives the person hugged an emotional lift

you need four hugs a day for survival,

Eight for maintenance

and twelve for growth

Scientists say that is a form of communication

because it can say things you don't have words for

And the nicest thing about a hug is that you usually can't give one without getting one

Hugging is therapeutic

I love hugs!

Found this entire post on my colleague's facebook notes.

Love this note sooo much. so decided to copy it down =p

Life hasn't been great. To me everything right now is in a mess.

I can't figure everything and anything out at this very moment.

The past 2 weeks my mind just doesn't cooperate. Just doesn't want to concentrate.

Was down cast. Was confuse. Was lost.

One day, I was alone, nt doing anything. I whispered ... GOD ...

And bam! there and there I felt HIS presence ...

Sometimes He just amazes me.

Last week HE sent 2 Angels to encourage me ...

First was a short meet up with SIS

Second was a short text-conversation with R

This week wasn't good at all. 110709 - studio was the WORST studio I could ever have!

Dun even know how should I even describe it.

The day ended at 0010. I was down. hungry n wallowed in self pity.

Thank GOD for friends. Sam & jan pick me up for super late supper at 2am.

That kinda lift me up a little

Received a text earlier on from R. It was a piece of gd news.

GOD knows the heart of HIS sheeps.

I really do thank GOD that He is still a loving father no matter what happens.

No matter how far you walk away. He is STILL THERE.

No matter how foolish you are, thinking you can do it on your own

HE is still there. Always ready for you to run back into His arms.

THIS IS MY FATHER

MY LIFE

2009-07-08T23:17:00.006+08:00

My life (or rather my emotions) is taking a huge & long roller coaster ride these months.

Haven been updating, but I had tons to update!

3rd July - MDO

Yet another mediacorp off day

Rented car over the weekend

Met Miss P for shopping @ VIVO

Its funny to have bth of us driving :x ended up we separate & meet up again @ FUNAN

Chill @ Coffee Club

Headed down JW for Decentralised Music Prac

Ended up chilling(or rather supper-ing) with Summer @ BAK KU TEH

4th July - SATURDAY

Spend more than half the day at home memorizing parts & sing, sing & sing!

5 total foreign songs to me is enough to kill + I'm singing parts!! Arbish! Faints. haha

(considering that I haven attend choir prac for 1.5 years lei!!) *stress*

Den something stupid happened :X

I was a little depressed staying @ hm on a sat &

I had no intention to touch any of my work!

Thus I decided to catch "I love you man" by myself.

Booked a 705pm tix @ kallang leisure park.

Left my hse @ 630pm, I miss that flyover exit & i couldn't find my way back kallang !!! :X

Instead I travelled to bedok & changi village! :x

BUT I still really want to watch! Checked tix and the next available timing & tix is at YISHUN!

And... I REALLY DID TRAVELED there just to catch the show. Haha!

Its kinda therapeutic. =)

ate late supper @ HK cafe by myself after the show =p

5th July - SUNDAY

DECENTRALIZED service. I was stressing myself so much ...

Totally forgotten the parts for ELEVATE once praise started! :X Gosh!

But I had fun singing, worshiping, serving. =)

To me, it was like a long lost dream coming to past.

It was really a dream nong nong nong time ago.

Never Never Never imagine I will have the chance to stand on this stage to minister.

It was indeed a refreshing time. =)

Pics above all thanks to Jinsheng! =)

the singers

Headed down City Link - Taiwan Cafe with my Cell.

Chilled @ esplanade with Daph & clement. Quite a nice time sharing =)

Went down to Bukit Timah area to look for the dialect gang. Coz Summer has my work file! lol.

After which headed back to Thomson prata for supper with Janet & Samuel. Another great time of sharing! haha =)

6th July - MONDAY

A friend was texting me in the evening. And it truly blessed my heart. We weren't even really close. But somehow she is quite open to share things with me & trusted me. For that I'm thankful lar.

I guess I sounded a little tired/moody? Shortly after a phone call. I've received a text stating: "pray, I will pray for you ok". What a pleasant surprise & it melted my heart. =)

Headed down Thomson Plaza to meet SIS. I SO MISS THOSE OLD TIMES CHATTING AWAY TOO! =) It was a short time spend but its good enough to bless my heart! =)

How many years back? Christian Foundation Graduation =) haha

HOLGA - PRINCE

2009-06-30T23:32:00.008+08:00

My NEW toy! gosh. I totally love it!!

It was an unexpected buy. But I have always been wanting a HOLGA. Geeez

Back to work ... :X

面具

2009-06-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

真真假假，假假真真

什么时候是真，什么时候是假？

真假要如何分清呢？

为何那么多疑惑和猜测？

为何要怀疑？

为何就不能100％的信任?

有时会想，是真的朋友吗？

那这又有多真呢？

两面的。是两面的。

在这圈子里，太多太多两面了

或许我也袋上了面具

这面具。。。

要袋多就呢？

＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊＊

A portion of me secretly wish to be infected by H1N1

I'm the most fortunate of them all I guess.

But somehow, my heart still flew away ...

THE END

2009-06-21T00:04:00.011+08:00

oh Gwad !! Can't believe its sun already!

I'm stubbornly stuck in my holiday mood! =x thats bad ..

Thankfully I had quite an enjoyable 9 days of break lar.

So I shall not complain! =p

19th June 2009 - FRIDAY

** Headed for a mini-road trip to JB with Jan & Sam!

It was a beautiful day ...

It was a relaxing day ...

It was a rather fruitful day ... HAHA!

After which, I headed down for CWBS on the book of Songs of Solomon. Haven attend church wide bible study for the longest time. Was a little lost. but was good. I wish I did respond to the altar call though.

20th June 2009 - SATURDAY

** Pack & clean up my entire messy room

** Got bored & started playing on my Guit

** Started cam-whoring with my Guit. geez

silly me ...

DAYS

2009-06-19T00:30:00.005+08:00

18th June 2009 - THURSDAY

** Miss P jio-ed me for KTV this morning (I haven even got out of my bed)

~ I've got to say this. It was pretty timely. I have been wanting to go for a K session ever since TUE(where my colleagues suggested). But I din held much hope becoz my colleagues are crazily busy and NOT the entire world is having MEDIACORP DAY OFF anyway.

So when I first read the text I almost jump out of bed! It was almost a prayed ans. haha!

Den again Its nearing the end of the mth and I'm pretty broke. The next thing I know, she is holding to a voucher that states ($10 nett per person). And so it was really $10 Nett per person for 5 hours of KTV session. And now, its a prayed answered! ha!

** Kallang Leisure park

~ When I reached, the first thing I saw was Little Miss Smiley. It kinda get the both of us going smiley & silly over these stuff. Thus I bought 2 note book.

A vintage looking one

and a cutesy looking one!

Sometimes its scary to know how emotions just switches to and fro.

One moment you are just happy, the next moment, you are all emo-ing.

Its weird but thats life!

For the past 1 week. I was thinking/wondering. What was I doing?

Maybe there have been too much negative comments/thoughts/situations/feedbacks(be it happening to me or not). When the entire world around you are fill with such stuff, it gets into you.

For some strange reasons. The 100% (ok i'm jus exaggerating it) passion I used to have just swing down right to 0%. For a moment, I totally lost interest.

I'm nt sure if its good. I'm nt sure if its temporarily?

I must have misplace this "passion" somewhere along the way...

I must have dropped it somewhere along the way...

I didn't even know?

Maybe I should just stop walking ahead

Turn back and search for it sounds like a better idea?

I'm nt so sure.

I happen to chance upon a song over youtube the other day

It makes me very much wanted to go down on my knee, threw away everything that I have

and just sing

Favourite

I want to sing

Until I am lost in your love

Till I found in your presence

Worshipping before your throne

Moved by the spirit

Entering into your throne

How precious this moment

Lord I want you to know

Its you, you who have won my heart

Taken me into your arms

Comforted me like a friend

Your love surrounded me from the start

I never want to be apart

From you ever again

PASSION

2009-06-15T12:51:00.012+08:00

So All mediacorp staffs are having 7-9 days of OFF starting on last SAT.

And despite the fact that I have a MOUNTAIN HIGH of work to do ...

I DID NOT WANT TO TOUCH ANY OF MY WORK after my night shoot on last FRI.

And so from last FRI till TUE(last night), I haven plug in my thumdrive to do anything!
我就是不想做啦！走开！

So in a blink of an eye. The "holiday" is ENDING soon! (oh damn it!)
Well at least, I did quite enjoy myself the last few days!

13th June 2009

** Slack my noon away
** Headed down for SAM's 21st Bday party!

** Headed down Thomson to meet Janet & Samuel for late late night supper!!

What a great time of catching up and thats real simple joy! I love my SUPPER KAKHIS!=)

14th June 2009
** Attended SVC @ JW

~ I Like what the beauty pageant ppl shared. It was so real.
~ I Like the way Jacelyn Tay shared abt her encounter with GOD.
~ Especially love the part where she says: "Whats a dragon doing in an angmo religion" OMG. My members and I just burst out laughing.

It sets me thinking, really, all you need is just one encounter from GOD and it will change your life. I bet this encounter Jacelyn has, she will remember it for life.

** Had a short catch up with Jul & Rob over lunch after svc @ Crystal Jade
** Caught "Ghosts of girlfriends past" with few of my cell mates.

15th June 2009

** Headed down Haji lane to meet the owner of "CONCEPT STORY"
~ After which, I just secretly wish I had time, time to do the things I love. I ponder about everything and anything all over again. What am I doing now? at the age of 22?

** Headed down bugis.
~ Initially wanna do some window shopping. But I totally had no mood for shopping. I just kinda hated ppl walking around/beside me. Just suddenly wish the entire mall has ZERO ppl! soo...

** I Bought magazines & decided to slack at some corner
** Text & jio Miss P & she came down to join me
~ We had a short but great time catching up, having our usuals @ TCC

16th June 2009

** Met my director @ 1130 for SCRIPT DICUSSION @ coffee bean
~ Yes I'm nt kidding! :x on our off day! BAaahhhh!! A script discussion with my director is needed. But it just makes me go over the script all over again and remind ourself how *#$*^#*$^#* this script is.

the day was save by ...

** having a super duper late lunch @ 4pm @ HK cafe
** Caught "Drag me to hell" with Liangcai & Ricia - what a comedy horror it is! Got me laughing like hell.

** Had steamboat @ lele pot @ tiong bahru with my fellow APs. Its open by one of our 武指.
~ while on the way over. I bum into ms rara, tiffy, nana. I was OVERJOYED! I miss them sooo soooo sooo much! Buming into them just makes my night!

** Headed down MAC @ Farrer road
~ Can't imagine we played HEART ATTACK for more than an hour? After which, we headed home. Thinking back, its just hilarious! We are all out of our mind. haha

17th June 2009

So now, I have to force myself to be a good girl & start doing/settling my rundown!
I'm so nt looking forward to the coming mon! I have to start praying like mad that the stupid baby will nt start crying @ unappropriate times!

Or else u will see my huge face on news headlines

"ASSISTANT PRODUCER KILLED A 9 MTHS OLD BABY WHILE FILMING”

and so you see. I'm totally distracted from doing rundown. That explain this post! =p

My Cousin & I.

So.. what was I doing?

and soo..

where has my passion gone to? seriously

开战

2009-06-04T22:02:00.005+08:00

即将开战了。我心还没定下来
不知明天会是怎样的一天

这个和下个礼拜我才开6天
Technically 只有6张rundown需要做
但为什么我好像开了10天的工，rundown做来做去都做不完
做了又改，改了又做。Amend 来，Amend去。
我已经不知道我在改什么了！

今天Apple还问我这几天有没有玩个痛快才开工
我答：有！在office"玩“的很痛快！:x

希望明天会顺顺利利！

其实这几天还好。还蛮开心的

2nd June

* Watched Hannah Montana with some of my classmates. Was quite shock I pretty enjoyed myself watching such shows. It makes me throw down everything and laugh at every silly little things. ;)

3rd June

* Met up with the gang of FSV peeps & had a joyous dinner. Despite the fact that I had a crazy evening of last min AMENDMENTS just before I left office!

where ever we go.. haha!

my Audrey turns Andrew girl! =）

We took turns to take the school bus off somewhere! haha

OK. 开工了！

认真点！！！！

THE CLIMB

2009-06-04T00:10:00.001+08:00

The Climb [Acoustic] - Miley Cyrus

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but,
There's a voice inside my head sayin'
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no directions
My faith is shaking but I
Gotta keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

(chorus)
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most yeah
Just gotta keep going
And I
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

(chorus)
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

HEART

2009-06-02T01:38:00.007+08:00

2 more days to the start of my OB.

A brand new project

A set of almost brand new team mates

A brand new start ...

My heart skips a beat whenever I think of 开工

What was I afraid of?

Seeing few of my colleagues taking leaves after completing 双子星 makes me kinda envious

Makes me secretly looking forward to this day! =p

Tsk Tsk Tsk. Bad bad bad. This is bad! I haven even started work! =p

Took a photo on sunday while singing for Dialect Service. Got a shock @ how fair I have become!

other than the very fair face. :x I love the entire feel of the photo

+ my hair! muahaha

AMANDA 21ST BDAY SURPRISE

Attended Amanda's 21st bday surprise organize by her beloved family. Such a sweet family. Cozy gathering. And this is the first time I ENJOYED NORTH INDIAN FOOD SOOOO MUCH!!

and since then I have been craving for more of NORTH INDIAN FOOD! It was fantastic!

The FSV peeps with The bday girl ! =)

**** ***** ***** ****** ***** ***** ****** ***** ***** ****** ****** *****

HEART

Have been pondering over tons of things

Where's my heart?

The heart for many many things

The heart to love

The heart to serve

The heart that used to be broken and contrite

PS 51:17: The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit, A broken and a contrite heart - these, O God, you will not despise.

认真点！

2009-05-30T00:15:00.006+08:00

忙，忙，忙！

东西好像永远都做不完！还没开工都忙的一团糟。

开工就完蛋！:x

好不喜欢那种很多东西没settle的感觉，好恶心，很不organize.

又要面对忙碌奔跑，疯狂的日子，我还在有点犹豫中

又要面对两个电话拼命响个不停

每个人都呼喊着你的名

每个人都要一部分的你
突然之间你希望自己是个聋子。哈哈

怕就怕在我有再次达不到我自己的要求

那是不是一种暗示？

今晚就给自己折扣，不做工了

明天在奋斗！

大家一起努力吧！

开始了！

2009-05-26T22:18:00.003+08:00

开始忙碌了
很快就要开工了！！天啊！
我的心情是复杂的，好乱好乱

这几个月太懒散了，突然开始要疯狂的忙碌起来有点可怕
不晓得是担心还是害怕
怎么觉得全部的东西都很乱很乱
还没settle很多东西的感觉。。。

一部分的我是很不想开工，很不想忙碌，很不想干了！哈哈
是开工前的忧郁症吗？

昨天突然拿到了schedule是有点depress的
就突然间the truth摆在我面前，slap了我一巴掌
我醒了
知道要开工了

啊！！！！！！

开工恐惧症！

The UPDATES

2009-05-22T12:52:00.025+08:00

I had quite an eventful 2 weeks! Of which I actually have TONS to talk about.

But being a good child. I shall remain much silence.

I'm finally done with all my various production meeting! Wheet!

Last Friday - 15th May 2009

* Attended my cousin's ROM @ NAUMI Hotel. Love the ambience & the swimming pool that over looks the whole city hall. Such a beauty.

Too bad its blur. Hopefully I could get the photos the photographer take!

Last Saturday - 16th May 2009

All thanks to being part of "小娘惹" crew. I've got 2 free tix to the Nonya Musical aka "The Peranakan Ball"

* Brought Julette along with me. Met her for a short catch up before heading down to the show.

* Sat together with most of my colleagues. We had a good time laughing at it. OooOops!!

(Though in such a short time, its good enough they can manage to put up a musical lar)

* Headed down the in-famous HK CAFE @ Cine for dinner+supper with Jul

* Had a crazy idea. We decided to go for overnight KTV. Lucky us, we bum into a friend working there and thus got ourselves HUGE DISCOUNT!! hee

The moment I saw the set. I was like, DAMN! Am i back at

working in studio for 小娘惹?? So identical!

She's busy eating. I'm busy snapping away! haha

Overnight KTV! muahaha

Last Sunday - 17th May 2009

We were @ UDDERS. Yep.

An "event" occur. And it has ended there. That night.

Tuesday - 19th May 2009

* Had one whole day of LOCATION SURVEY for our project.

then

* 3 events that totally affected my mood or simply piss me off.

1stly I wasn't someone that could be bother much. I would rather not make any comment. Most of the time, I just *shake head*, *sigh and says .. its okie its okie. * nvm nvm* BUT an event makes my blood boil so much that I couldn't help but to speak & comment.

1) unnecessary "information" being pass round. Especially when the information throw right smack at your face at the very start of the entire day. BINGO! Thats the most fantastic way to start the day with!

And it lingers on throughout the day. Responding to emails on mobile, texting and answering call while I am doing LOCATION SURVEY.

A very nice restaurant treated the 12 of us to SHARK FIN RAMEN that cost about $30+ per bowl + various side dishes. I can't even sit down and enjoy my SHARK FIN without being bothered. (nt tat its very nice la. haha! but still, free lunch wor! )

on top of that ...

2) Went back home, room stuff shifted, plugs somehow disappear. etc etc. That makes my blood boil even more! I HATE and i repeat, I HATE ppl shifting my stuff just like tat!

3) For some werid reasons. There's just this grumbling, yelling, bickering going on for a good whole 1/2 an hour while I'm trying to be focus, doing my work... I think my blood was boiling at 200 degree Celsius by then. I YELLED. For a second, everyone STUNNED and there was SILENCE. GOOD! PEACE. :X

Wednesday - 20th May 2009

* finally got back my laptop!!! Oh I MISS my dearest laptop so much!

* Miss P brought me to "NIGHT IN THE MUSEUM" gala premiere @ The national Museum.

Din expect so many familiar faces will turn up. I was slightly underdress for a gala premiere. But heck! haha. I'm there just to enjoy the show anyway! =)

* Headed to the restaurant for dinner before going for the premiere. Wow. I love that ambience. So relaxing and soothing!

Thursday - 21st May 2009

* Went for a hair cut finally @ SHS Hair Prestige @ FORUM!!! I'm so loving it !! =) Totally love the hair stylist. Just do the right thing that suits me best! As simple as that! Totally no worries leaving my hair with the stylist! =)

Met my colleagues @ The Manhantthan Fish Market for dinner! OOoohHhlalaa!! GREAT food + GREAT compay = GREAT MOMENT!

* 3 cars + 3 maps. We decided to head down Marina Barrage for a relaxing night & phototaking. * 3 cars with 3 maps, we still went round & round in circles!

Accident?? of coz not!

We stopped, countless times by the road side, get off, discuss,read map, get on. went in circles again. Get off, discuss, get on. The cycle repeats itself! haha!

* Drove into marina boulevard & somehow ended up on ECP and BAM we are back in SUNTEC!

* We were supposed to pick our ex colleague up at the mrt station.

yeah we reached!! BUT We went round and round, we found The Barrage!

but couldn't find the MRT STATION. BRILLIANT!

Thus our very brave colleague decided to WALK IN FROM MARINA BAY STATION!

We waited for her at the carpark

We sat right smack in the middle of the road to wait for her

1/2 hour pass & finally she arrived !!! haha

Back shot

Emo Shot! muahahaha!

Taken by my humble canon digital camera! OoooOlala!

Thus we left the place close to 3 am in the morning! Decided to head down to MAC @ Raffles city.

AGAIN

We make a wrong turn, got out of Barrage and got back in AGAIN before reaching Raffles MAC. Muahaha!

3++ in the morning @ MAC. HAhah.

Friday - 22nd May 2009

Yes. Today is mediacorp day off AGAIN. haha. Thus explain why we could hang out till so late on a thurs night!

Headed down toa payoh Snooker zone for a session on how to play POOL. haha

Its for our new drama. 3 artiste, Felicia, Jess & wei lei has to learn. I almost fell asleep while watching the instructor teaching them. haha =p. Maybe I just purely nt interested.

Why must it be so complicated? Can u just shoot the ball, the ball goes into the hole den HURRAY lor! haha =p

Let me enjoy the rest of the next 1-2 weeks before MY NIGHTMARE starts !! muahaha

BUSY

2009-05-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

Busy busy busy ...
But its good! =)

Am having sort of mad rush this few days ... tsktsktsk
And the feeling of going to 开工 soon is a little terrifying but yet there's still a tinge of excitement & hope for the better! haha

Was updating my schedule. I realized I was almost fully pack the next few weeks b4 开工！
Still haven meet up with some of my precious friends for chilling & catching.
I hope its not too late! =p

Am gonna update my schedule so that my people my people can organize gatherings! =) heee

16th May 2009

* All thanks to being part of the 轰动drama2008 "小娘惹” The crew has got some privileges. I got myself a pair of FREE TICKETS to "娘惹之恋"musical!! muahaha. Not that I'm really interested. BUT since its FREE its INTERESTING to see how these ppl come up with a musical. hee =p

17th May 2009

* Dialect Prac + Shu yun bday celebration!

18th May 2009

* 1030 - 1230：演员会 for the new drama i'm working on, ”添丁发财“!
* 1400 - 1500: Meeting with Designer
* 1500 - 1600: Meeting with Make-Up & Wardrobe Unit

19th May 2009

* 10am - 1800: 看景Location Survey

20th May 2009

* 10am - 1200: Family Meeting
* 1300 - 1400: Meeting with FCO
* 1430 - 1530: Meeting with Casting Dept

21st May 2009

* 1000 - 1900: 造型part1

22nd May 2009

MEDIACORP OFF DAY! BUT we going to learn how to play POOL with 3 of our artiste

* 1400 - 1600: Learn how to play pool session! hee

23rd May 2009

* Free @ the moment. Pending for 定稿 to come out!

24th May 2009

* Serving for dialect service

My body is a little hay-wired recently.
I'm trying to adapt to the less hour of sleep per day.
(Ever since I 收工 I have been sleeping for at least 8 hrs a day!)
I also have been 赖床 & press the snooze button million times! =p

So I wanna teak back to the 早睡早起 habit! sleeping 6 hours per day! =p

TRYING... hahaa

CHANGES!

2009-05-12T23:35:00.007+08:00

I love changes!

Everytime after a new change. I feel so HAPPY! =)

I'm starting to get real real busy.
2nd draft script came out. Am so glad I can finally be more secure in my own paper work!
I hope this project will go well! =)
but I had a huge feeling I will hate babies after this show! =p

Shall do a short update on last week.
Watched 3 movies in total

"Sell Out” , “Claustrophobia" & "Taken"

“Sell Out" & "Claustrophobia" is something different. Its not the main stream kind of movie.
All I can say that its not what you think it will be.
But I feel that its CREATIVE, DARING & NICE.
Should watch to have a different view of it.

"Taken" is just normal. Nothing of the creative sort. But I enjoyed it!
Its just a feel good flick. ;)

Spent my half of my SAT with my FSV gang. SPLENDID time we had!
Went outback steakhouse & burn a huge hole in my pocket. hahaha!

and today its his bday! so happy bday KW!

Just this 2 weeks. Everything turns amazingly strange.
when you are free, you are DAMN free. When you gets BUSY, every other things comes together!

I'm working on my FYP. Re-editing it. As my FYP director wanted to send it in for film competiton!

As for my work, I'm still in the midst of pre production. Large part of it hasn't been done & production is about to BEGIN! How Cool! Mad Rush ahead!

I'm currently working on SOMETHING!. Its sooooooo EXCITING!

This THREE different things is enough to keep be REAL BUSY!

STAYED TUNED! =）＝）

meanwhile ...

love this photo! So nice! haha

My friend send me this photo. No one remember when this was taken.

but I love it! haha. and yes, this is my fav position

whenever i'm inside the artiste room @ church! =)

so COMFY!

RANDOM

2009-05-08T13:01:00.003+08:00

Such an interesting way to start my day ...

For some weird reason. I woke up wanting to revisit my old old blog started back at 2004?

And I had a good laugh at some of the entires!

for Some, I can't even believe thats what I wrote! haha

I still couldn't find the entry I wrote for my CHEC teachers though :X

Was talking to an ex colleague of mine. A very bo liao topic but quite interesting la.

He asked: Guess what are you doing at this very moment last year.

Thought for a while. I was doing my first show as a PA for "沸腾冰点"

Den he continued: At this very moment we are at Cluny Park feeding & luring the pigeon & make them fly at the back ground when FANN & PIERRE kiss.

I almost died laughing! But that was really the fun times of production!

That end shot, track back with the pigeon flying off together turns out to be really nice!

It was using in the opening sequence as well!.

是很有成就感的ok! haha

oh well...

Talking about that. My round's "书包太重" gonna air soon.

Lets just hope that there will not be any complaints or what-so-ever.

Recently Singaporean seriously has nothing to do.

There are complaints saying why so & so didn't wash their hands after coming out from the toilet. -_-

So dumb! Can't they wash inside the toilet before coming out!?

Can't their house basin be inside the toilet?

Ridiculous！！ BAH!! :x

RANDOM

2009-05-06T00:18:00.003+08:00

It's really random ...

but today I just feel really disgusted ... out of nowhere I just feel very disgusted ...

Maybe certain things brought back some old memories of past events

just disgusted

Disgusted at how disgusting some human being can be

*period*

On a really random note.

I will be deleting my chinese blog &

I've decided to shift that to www.whenherhearspeaks.wordpress.com

BLOG

2009-05-02T04:00:00.005+08:00

I haven been updating for more than a week !! haha.

I haven been really busy actually ... But I guess I have been REAL LAZY recently.

Ever since production stops and everything, your momentum just drop, drop and drop.

I wanted to blog last Fri on my SPA & shopping spree. But Once i got home, I just totally loose the mood for blogging (or maybe just pure lazy) =p

FRIDAY -- 24TH APRIL

Facial Spa, Massage & IPL session @ Body Conture! (SO RElaxing!)

Headed down Paragon. Grab a face sunblock from Laneige @ METRO

Grab accessories for my MAC BOOK.

SATURDAY -- 25TH APRIL

Spent the entire day @ sentosa with my cell!

Had a great time in the sea & took many funny photos!

For some weird reason. I'm still as fair despite the strong sun !!! Gosh.

Den we watched "FRIDAY THE 13TH" and I'm their next victim! :X hahaha

I'm gonna skip the entire week. Its just plain BORING. haha.

VACATION

1) My first vacation plan was to go CAMBODIA with MS P this May. But our schedule doesn't fit.

DEN

2) I had that secret thought of flying to BANGKOK alone over the weekend just for a short shopping SPREE.

DEN

3) I heard my colleagues are going HK. I was seriously considering joining them

DEN

4) I spoke to Audrey on MSN and I was SOOOOOOOOOOOOO TEMPTED to fly to SYDNEY like almost IMMEDIATELY! Aud has rented an apartment & I can fly to SYDNEY VIA SQ below $800 !!!!

DEN DEN DEN

Due to the SWINE FLU. Boss discourage all of us to go on a overseas trip. Otherwise we have to take a 10 days(no pay leave) to quarantine ourselves after coming back from our trip!

There goes ALL the vacation plans!!

FRIDAY -- 1ST MAY

All thanks to Miss P. I've got to attend a fashion show held @ Taka this evening. This is the LONGEST catwalk fashion show & it will be in the Singapore Book Of record. How cool! haah

Felt a little weird at the beginning. With eyes staring etc. Photographer snapping etc.

Ushered to VIP seats. Front row! My first time at front row in a fashion show wor! haha

Luckily I was smart enough to dress up a little. At least in a decent top + boots! Anything goes with boots, it just GLAM up the entire outfit. haha. =p My lazy way of dressing!

But was glad to bum into KYM & APPLE. Quite a normal fashion show actually. haha.

Headed down Makan Sutrameet my cell for supper.

Headed down TCC @ Clarke Quay

BUM into APPLE again!! By the time I bum into APPLE it was already close to 3am!?

All of us was a little high I guess? I can't really remember what we talk about. BUT all I remember was we just laugh, laugh, talk & talk & talk for a good 15-20mins right at the entrance of TCC. HAHA!

and soo... right now @ 4:50am. I'm up blogging :X My body clock is going haywire!

SCREAM....!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOMENTUM

2009-04-15T22:55:00.007+08:00

Once you stop pushing yourself, once your momentum drop..

Its hard to get it started again. It requires even more effort :X

I was a little unprepared towards the schedule I had this week. Thus I'm feeling a little hay-wire?

What a brilliant picture that paint more than a thousand words!

A brilliant way to paint the life of an AP. HAHA!

MONDAY

I had a crazy crazy Monday.

I reached office as early as 8am to insert my roller to find out that (it has yet another sets of mistakes :x)

I had script discussion with 7 people in a ultimate small room for the entire day :x

Script discussion ended close to 8pm.

I stayed behind & wait till close to 12am for the intern to finish up my roller credits.

I was 1/2 dead.

My brian was 3/4 dead.

I skipped dinner.

I was duper tired and sleepy as I haven been sleeping well.

I spent a good whole 16 hours in office. What a MON! :x

TUESDAY

I had a FULL day of script discussion in that small room with 7 ppl again

I had a painfully long & slow script discussion :x

BUT BUT BUT

I had my day end off BEAUTIFULLY!

Skipped dinner (loss of appetite)

Upgraded my SINGTEL plan

Gotten myself UNLIMITED SMS TO EVERYONE!! (WHOOOOOT!)

Upgraded my phone to NOKIA E63 @ A PRICE OF $18! (3 CHEERS! YIPEEE)

WEDNESDAY

And yes. I have script discussion as early as 9am in the morning. (yet again)

Had a meeting with da boss @ 2pm :X

Had DUBBING session from 1700 till 1830

I still haven do my M&E Master

I still haven do my Final Master Rundown

I'm still not quite settle with my Roller Credits! :x

I burned a DVD copy of the 5 Episodes of my program

I was suppose to look through them & do my work @ HOME

BUT BUT BUT

I was slacking ALL THE WAY once I reached home

I din even touch the DVD much less the thumbdrive

I played BIG2.5 online for a good whole 1.5hours! :X

I had 0% juice in my body that tells me to do my work

I choose to blog instead of work

BRILLIANT ! =p

NOW ... I'm feeling 1% of guilt running in my blood, telling me that I should at least touch my work a little before I hit the sack! =p=p (maybe I should)

OH! and did I even mention!?

I'm a little positive on the SHORT TRIP to CAMBODIA with MISS P in MAY! Hopefully her schedule allows! We both very much wanted to explore CAMBODIA and has been talking about it! =)

Alright. Its time to hit the SACK! ( no I mean work :x )

BUTBUTBUT

I was browsing through facebook and ...

This sis will freak out seeing so many of her pics on my blog! haha

I sooooo wanna visit this little pretty girl! I soooo wanna play with her!

I sooo wanna Lurve her! =)

Isn't she the prettiest!!

ok. time to work :x

BUSY

2009-04-12T22:40:00.003+08:00

I think the truth slowly sinks in ... I'm gonna start getting busy ...

I just kinda realized that I'm almost pack this week!!

MONDAY:

0830 - IN Roller Credits

1400 - Script Discussion

TUESDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion

WEDNESDAY:

0930 - 1300 - Script Discussion

1400 - unknown - MEETING :X :x :X :X

1700 - 1830 - Dubbing

THURSDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion

FRIDAY:

0930 - 1900 - Script Discussion

Alrighty! I'm busy wor! I think the truth just sinks in lar ...

At least I dun need to deal with those crappy photos at the moment! YiPpee!!

But I think there's still room for movies, KTV, shopping etc etc.

Plus this coming week is the start of 2nd Singapore Film Festival! Whoohoo!!

Easter this year was OK. I spend close to $100 within 20 mins walk around the trade fair! :X

$70++ on facial and massage & $20 on a top! :X

But I was bless. I bum into Miss tiffy, Miss clara & Fefe. And sometimes a great big hug is more than enough!

INFJ

2009-04-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

Very nice THAI commercial. Its as good as a short film with meaning! =)

Did a personality test online. Quite detailed and accurate!

My personality : INFJ (Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, Judging)

The Protector

As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.

INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.

INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.

INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.

But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.

Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals.

INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.

In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.

The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.

If you are interested, u can find the test @ http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

FUNERAL

2009-04-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

This is a really nice short.

Short & sweet. Heart warming. =)

SEARCHING

2009-04-08T00:12:00.007+08:00

After a few days of like doing "miscellaneous" stuff back @ office.

I finally had something to do for my own project, 书包太重. RE-EDITING tml!

FINALLY! I'm Getting away from sorting photos all day long. :X

And then its time for me to sit back and look forward to the long weekend ahead!

Our mediacorp day off is on thurs!

Thus I have off from THURSDAY to SUNDAY! (Dun be jealous!) =)

Well today We had a VERY FRUITFUL time over our lunch(a long one indeed) hee =p

Went back office after lunch and this is what we did ...

helping an AP of 双子星 to do her props. 风车s.

So do keep a look out for 双子星(think EP 29). Muahaha. our hardwork being showcased!

I think as an AP, the most 欣慰 thing is to have a bunch of peeps that will help you when you needed help. The feeling of knowing that you are not alone, there's a bunch of fighter fighting together with you. Suddenly your stress/worry is greatly DIVIDED and the joy was greatly MULTIPLIED! =)

Headed down CENTRAL for JAP dinner with few of my colleagues.

Had yet another fruitful time of sharing. Hahaha!

Spark off many crazy thoughts though :X

Its a night of thinking ... again ... tons n tons of thoughts...

Still finding a place to let it out. haha

nuff said!

PRIVACY

2009-04-02T09:26:00.002+08:00

Felt my privacy has been invaded ... No one to blame ...

After all this is a World Wide Web isn't it?

But am seriously thinking of locking some entries

Maybe I haven quite found a place I can let out my own thoughts other than blogging. ha!

Sometimes blogging is a form of release for me

but yet at the same time, it can become a form of danger for me, after all who knows who is reading this blog?

How contradicting this world maybe?

So after much consideration ... I may consider shifting to livejournal.com =)

This aside,

I have been asked to go back office to do "work". Some non-related, clearing some rubbish kind of work.

Have been sorting out TONS of imaging photos of very very old show. :x

But quite fun though.

We observe, compare & criticize. haha

Guessing who are those that went for plastic surgery ! ha!

BUT I'm coming down with bad flu.

Past few days was feverish & y throats hurts like nobody business

FORCE tons of water down this small body of mine, it gets better. no more fever & soar throat.

BUT I've got cough & running nose instead.

HOW FANTASTIC :X

oh well. I'm just looking forward to FRIDAY!!

(FOR ONCE FRIDAY MEANS LAST DAY OF WORK WEEK FOR ME! haha!)

Looking forward to meet up with my FSV PEEPS !! =) =)

The lifestyle of a PIG

2009-03-31T15:37:00.004+08:00

The past two days I have been living out the lifestyle of a P-I-G.!

Sleep, eat, slack, sleep, eat.

Quite shiok but not meant for more than a week, other wise I will die of boredom. Like literally!

But I'm still enjoying it to a certain extent

BUT everything will end like tml!?

Damn the office. Called me back tml to do "work" .. Oh well..

I was bored this noon. Close to tears kind of boredom. (haha!)

Decided to pop by NTUC. DID a massive shopping for snacks.

I think its the time of the month?

I bought like HUGE pile of snacks. I mean HUGE.

At least 10 various crackers. Few different chocolates. Nuff Said.

Dieting always leaves till tml. 吃了明天在剪咯！

Ha! I think I should say: 吃了下个project在剪咯！

Den I came across this. Call me mountain turtle. BUT I was WOW-ED.

Are u serious!!??

LOOKING FORWARD

2009-03-29T02:42:00.003+08:00

I'm Soooo looking forward to today !!

Resting & practically nothing much in mind to stress about or do!! =) =)

I had an eventful week though! (at the expense of gaining back all the weight i've lost :x )

21st MARCH

Last production day for me. Couldn't sleep after studio end. (maybe too high :x )

22nd MARCH

Woke up pretty early on SUN & head down to church.

Stayed back for Dialect prac

Went for chicken rice supper @ Wampo den ice-cream @ Utters.

The night ends at close to 12am?

23rd MARCH

Went back office at 830am for editing. Den realized that I NEED NOT COME at all :X

Damn my precious sleep! :X SInce I'm already in office.

I checked through the roller credits & logos

Went back home @ Watch "PERFECT CUT 2" & "UNEXPECTED ACCESS" on MOBTV

Had dinner appointment with APs/PAs/casting/location peeps of 书包太重 @ MARCHE.

(I ATE LIKE A PIG)

Headed down MARINA for a time of KTV.

The night ended @ 2am?

24th MARCH

Went back office @ 8.30am for EDITING.

Sitting there staring at the screen. Half of me is still in lalala land. ANother half of me wishing I'm the one editing it. Haha! ( I DO MISS EDITING U KNOW!)

Thank Goodness my editor is really zai and fast. Completed 2 EPs of 1st edit!

25th MARCH

Went back office @ 8.30am for EDITING again.

Completed 3 EPS of 1st edit! I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH 1ST EDIT!

26th MARCH

Was suppose to have SCRIPT DISCUSSION for my next show.

But due to unforeseen circumstances, it's not our turn yet.

THUS I HAD THE WHOLE DAY FREE! =)=)=)=)

Woke up early though, couldn't sleep.

Headed down ORCHARD for window shopping.

Lunch @ HK CAFE with my fav DISH - papaya soup bee hoon!

HEAED down somewhere for a TALK.

Met Miss P for late dinner/supper @ TEOCHEW PORRIDGE near BEAUTY WORLD!

(It felt like the best meal of the week! There is this joy while eating it. Maybe its the simple + nice meal? & the company also la. haha. I think I miss eating porridge! haha! )

and guess what ! I MISS TIMES BACK @ NP! .. :X

27th MARCH

RENTED a car with Idy over the weekend.

Headed down BUGIS for a short shopping trip.

Was asked to be on standby for script discussion in late afternoon. .

Back in office @ 2pm, Waited till 515pm for script discussion that ended @ 8pm++

Had a dinner appointment with the APs/PAs @ NOVENA STEAMBOAT!

( I had OD of hotdogs & meat balls, that's practically what I ate the whole entire night!)

Headed down to LIANG SEAH street for DESERTS !

Bum into VIC & half the dialect gang

SKIP the KTV session with my colleagues. (too tired + no mood for singing)

Join the dialect gang awhile, drop half of them off @ MUSTAFA area for dim sum.

(Din stay coz I refuse to do parallel parking! MUAHAHA)

Was heading home, pass by town so decided to join my cell @ HK CAFE (YA again)

The night ended at 2am :X

28TH MARCH

Pass IDY the car & went back home to slack

Was suppose to meet MISS P to go shopping with her for camera & phone.

But half of me totally din mind going out, but another half of me isn't functioning anymore

Thus decided to stay at home. (kinda regret, coz I WAS SOOOO BORED!! I cannot used to not doing anything. Too used to the busy busy, forever thinking and doing stuff kind of life :x)

MONTAGE

Played guitar

SELF KTV @ HOME

WATCH TONS OF videos on youtube

Practice parts for dialect

Pack my room

Clean my desk

Den I force myself to take a nap from 5pm-7pm :x

My night started @ 9pm. where everything was just sooo HAPPENING man!!

To cut the story short. I had to contact another car towing service for the 2nd time !! :x

But afterall the happening things that lasted for 3hours ++.

I had quite an enjoyable time @ Dempsey's Bens & Jerry den headed down to the 24hours MAC @ Queensway area.

SEE! GOSH!!! I'm gaining back those KILOS I've lost! muahaha. Oh well..

I was still thinking if I should post this. Its kinda random.

I'm just bored.! :x

REST

2009-03-24T07:54:00.002+08:00

I just wanted a good rest ...

Just a simple rest ... A week. If not just a few days ....

CAN I?

My FAV photo of the night. =)

IT IS FINISHED

2009-03-22T01:16:00.004+08:00

and yes, 21st march marks the last day of production !! Whee!

I can finally sleep in peace?? No more feeling stress & paranoid of undone stuff & shoot!

Jumping up from sleep, remembering there might be undone stuff for next day shoot.

yada yada yada ... ...

Though its the end of production, but it is also the start of the next phase which is call the

POST PRODUCTION.! :X which I'm really totally blur & nt sure what's the next step? =p

BEST OF ALL!? I received a entirely new set of SCRIPTS yesterday!! GOSH !!

It was like "HUH"!! I haven even finish the current show!! I haven even started editing!?? :x

And thus, my schedule for next week is

MON-THURS editing from 0830-1900.

FRI - New script discussion from 1000-1900

*SCREAM* !!!

Though I'm following the same EP & PD for the next show. (thankfully both are very nice people to work with!).

BUT BUT BUT !! The theme of the story is on BABIES !!!!!

FAINTS!!! *SCREAMS* !!!!

I already have tons of problems with the kids of my current show! What more! BABIES!??

I almost wanted to strangled that F****ING Kid of my current show!

I had enough of kids! :X & now my new challenge is BABIES! :X

Oh... the thought of it ... Goodness ...

On a lighter note ...

------------ ------------ ------------ --------------- ------------- ------------

18th march 2009

Kinda the last unofficial "off" day before the last day of production.

left office pretty early. Window shop around Bugis. Therapeutic! But the highlight of the day was the post birthday celebration for my dearest right heart!

Met fefe for dinner @ Shokudo & den headed down to crazy elephant for a drink.

It was a blissful night out! Such simple joy is rare!

To be able to sit down & have a good meal is rare enough! =p

Fefe! I want those photos in your MACBOOK! Gee

TAKE A DEEP BREATH

2009-03-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

I was DAMN PISSED off yesterday ... Thinking back, I had no idea why I was sooooooo FREAKING PISSED. Maybe over time, bottle up yada yada yada. I couldn't describe how piss I WAS. All I know is that I was just cursing & swearing deep inside for a period of time. I Just wish I can scream it out straight F***ING BITCH ! :X

Alright... Chill.. Over... I've gotten over it...

Right now, I'm just counting down to 22nd march (THIS SAT). My last day of production!!

I needed time to sit down, chill & not think about work at all.

I needed time to sit down & sort out my life. HA!

I needed time to sit down & plan out things that I wanna do! Wheee!

Even though I think I'll probably have a very very short break! :X nontheless ...

I'm looking forward to get my hands behind those wheels again! (this time, to go out & enjoy!)

I'm looking forward to drive around with my FSV peeps to makan lasi lemak @ changi & Chill!

(Come to think of it, quite a number of us got our license already! Yippeee! )

I'm looking forward to laze my whole afternoon @ Green Room Cafe @ Bishan Park 2

I'm looking forward to meet some of my colleagues out for a good meal!

I'm looking forward to meet up with my supper kahkis again to CHILL!

I'm looking forward to drive around to take good pictures with a DSLR!

I'm looking forward to meet SIS over a meal or something!

I'm looking forward to meet my RIGHT HEART!

(its time to catch up with each other's lives!)

I'm looking forward to meet JULETTE for a time of Sushi & Tea!

The list just goes on & on ..!

I'm in the midst of planning my CAMBODIA trip! (yes, if nothing goes wrong, I'm going ahead!)

I'm in the midst of researching Hong Kong ( preparing to go during colder season hopefully)

I'm in the midst of looking and checking prices for my DIVING trip!

I'm in the midst of trying to plan a short shopping spree @ bangkok despite the above plans. (HA! How Greedy! )

I'l probably start researching on AUSTRALIA (hopefully I can make a trip down next year!)

------------- --------------------- --------------- --------------

In every relationship, u have to put in a certain amount of effort & hard work to at least maintain it. People come & people go. Friends come & go. Its something we can't really control. I have come to understand that some people step into your life just for that season.

Now I understand... The problem with me? I hold on to everyone that crosses my path..

Stupid? Silly? Childish?

But now I know. At least I know. No matter how many people walk in and out. How many friends I have. ALL I really need is that FEW that would stand by me, that would support me even at times when I was too busy to keep up & stay in touch. Too busy to meet up. But they are always there, rain or shine.

I'm glad to have that FEW &

Thats enough to bless my heart..

PAMPERED

2009-03-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

I'm a naughty girl today. I "Skip" work!!

I Self-declared YI SHAN's day!

So thankful that my phone hardly RANG!! Its Sooooooooo rare! What a peace!! =p

So I spend the day stuck in the room, cleaning up my mess.

Had a long exfoliating bath, did mask & moisturize my body! Whoohoo!

When Was the last time I pampered my otherwise ill-treated body. =p

So I am a happy happy girl today la. =)

Ok. Sooo i'm all ready to 奋斗tml! =p

Browse through the schedule of Singapore International Film Festival.

There's SoooOOoOOooO many films I wanna watch !! gosh!

And I'm sooo glad to see my batch's films listed in SIFF as well.

Even though all their films are under the non-finalist. BUT still, I think all of them did a great job! =)

Strumming the guitar, singing away...

Finding back the old self ...

I think she has quite nice & pleasant voice. Nice song too. haha.

SIMPLE = GOOD

2009-03-11T23:52:00.004+08:00

I had a simple & good day! Tons to blog but I guess I shall just cut it short!

1) attend a silly(a little la) course back @ office.

[I'm just piss that it robs away my sleeping time!]

2) Have a little fruitful time checking through all the props for my remaining rundowns (YAYNESS!)

3) Headed down PS for lunch @ around 2pm.

[Had such an enjoyable time all to myself @ HK CAFE - PS.]

4) Met Miss P for Movie. We caught "DEPARTURES"

One of the very few good shows I've watch this year! It was BEAUTIFULLY DONE!

It was just a simple simple simple story, but yet how the story was told is just beautiful!

It was entertaining & yet touching! Definitely deserve the OSCAR award! =)

5) Went for dinner @ Tommy Romas @ suntec

Hmmmm, good movies just makes your day! haha

------------------------- ------------------------ -----------------------

I'm not a very supportive friend etc. Sometimes I can be quite bad. Quite critical in my comments. In fact, I'M GETTING MORE AND MORE CYNICAL! OOopps.

BUT anyway I just wanna say there was just this joy and happiness I have for a dear friend of mine when she share with me a good news!

DAPHNE KOH YAN PING!! I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!

WHATEVER IT IS, YOU KNOW YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE MY SUPPORT!! MY DEAREST RIGHT HEART!!! =)

I have sooo much in my mind. I just need a day to sort out all my thoughts!

Oh and it feels really good to have positive comments around...

Throughout the last 1-2 weeks I guess. Almost who ever I bum into, commented that I slim down. MUAHAHAHA. I was half believing but yet I feel a little difference .. =p

half believing.. So i did went to weigh myself. AMAZING. Unknowingly, I lost 3-4 KGs in 1 mth!!! WhooHoo! hahaha. Maybe I should aim for another 4 KG!! =p

VERBAL VOMIT

2009-03-06T22:43:00.007+08:00

It has been a fairly long time since I last had my fair share of verbal vomit (HAHA!)

So much so... I do not know where to start!??

Lets just say I shall do a recap of my oh-so-very-interesting(happening) FOUR DAYS I had last week!

26th Feb - THURS

Rented a car together with my pri sch friend

It was raining CATS & DOGS when I went to collect the car.

It was the first time I drove without an experience driver beside me!

Went round n round North area practicing our parking!

Met up with secondary sch choir buddies + choir teacher Mrs chew!

Almost got into a terrible crash just past midnight!

Come to think of it, at that moment of that almost-crash right smack into that taxi situation. I wasn't even panic, scared, shocked(watsoever), even though I was so near death! I carried on driving like as if nothing has happened. I WONDER WHY? The passenger in my car was more freak out than I was.

My secondary choir buddies & teacher Mrs Chew!!

Its such a short but sweet & enjoyable time together!

We even drove Mrs chew home. Gosh when we first know her, we are just 13 years old! Its almost a decade! ... Alright ... we're getting OLD ...

27th FEB - FRIDAY

Met ruxin for buffet lunch @ Suntec

1st time successfully park in between cars without much adjusting! *PROUD* haha

Drove Ruxin back to SHENTON WAY

(It has been AGES since I last step into SHENTON WAY. It was a 鸟不生蛋的地方 to me!)

So of coz, I had to figure my way back to my office from tat 鸟不生蛋的地方.

It was really a day of 跟着感觉走(singing to the tune of that Ah-mei's song)!

Had quite a fruitful day doing my rundowns I must say!

Was happy to drop some of my colleagues off (save them from walking that mountain walk!)

Headed down Heeren to meet my CELL for movie, "Marley & Me".

28th FEB - SATURDAY

Had OB. *Reshoot one scene* :x

Had a last min decision & random meet up with Miss P @ Holland Village's Crystal Jade

I was going in circles before I landed myself @ Holland V! (haha I'm nt road smart or rather I always miss my exit! =p )

Then I had a CRAZY time waiting in that very SMALL & PACK carpark in Holland V!

BUT I had a great catching up, chilling, grocery shopping! Great way of releasing stress.

Went back Thomson to meet my supper kahkis Jan & Sam! I miss them so!

So this time I drove! HAHA.

We headed down to HK CAFE @ Kovan (Yes, HK CAFE AGAIN! :x ) haha.

my crazy girlfriend!

My crazy supper gang!

The night was suppose to end at 3.30am.

BUT

I make the stupidest mistakes I ever make (I SWEAR I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN)

To cut the story short. I spent 1.5 hrs in the car park from 3.30am - 5.00am!

(I hated car parks & I really have fears whenever I'm in a carpark. ) So I was close to tears!

Thankfully my friend drove down to accompany me despite being really tired. *appreciates*

***** Dun try asking me what happen if you are not close to me :x & even if u are close to me, I may not even say becoz some people just have bigger mouth. If you know what I mean *****

1st MARCH - SUNDAY

Drove to JW-Church from home. The feeling was SHIOKNESS!

I love the express way up to LORNNIE road from my house!

Had yet another random meet up for shopping with Miss P.

Since I rented a car, I dun really need to save on petrol. Thus I offered to drive her.

Went to pick her up from her home and OH MAN ..

it was a 鸟不生蛋的地方oh wait.. no its worst! its probably a 鸟都不飞去的地方!!!

I SWEAR I GO ROUND & ROUND CLOSE TO TEN TIMES IN THAT AREA!

Of which I think I'm now a *pro* in making U-TURNS & 3-point turns in super squeezy & small lanes!!

Oh, it does not help when it was raining CAT&DOGS!!! :X You could hardly see the lines on the road !!! :X

Was suppose to run errand. Suppose to make a trip down to Bedok 85 around 6+ to collect props after meeting Miss P.

My 4 days of driving experience, it was AMAZING!! hahaha. It was fun driving, I love being alone, driving alone on the road. Its such a great personal space & time alone from everyone! I think that was the thing I enjoy the most!

******** ************ ************** ************** *********

I had pretty serious thoughts this few weeks even in the midst of my business!

I reasoned & fought with myself. In a nutshell, I came to understand myself better.

And this few weeks. Many many people asked me this question: "Do you really like your job? Love what you are doing?" This has set me in deep thinking for weeks I guess.

Aside from these heavy stuff. I guess I should relax & reward myself! I was just planning out some stuff I want to do at the age of 22.

So at the age of 22.

1) I've got my driving license !! *I finally got the card!*

Soooo whats next??

1) BAISC OPEN WATER DIVE!!

2) A trip to HONG KONG

3) A short shopping spree trip to BANGKOK - MUST fly after my Next Project for sure!

4) A trip to CAMBODIA!

One Drop Of Tear

2009-02-26T02:16:00.014+08:00

My BEST & WROST day - mixed together.

224am - I just got back from office.

In a nutshell.

I was totally pissed off over some attitude problem in the morning.

I was vexed, frustrated, worried over my UNDONE jigsaw puzzle

Everything still went quite well until after dinner ... Everything gone haywire..

A day before, I got my colleague to help with the half undone jigsaw.

But sadly it was a difficult piece of sky. So She din manage to finish it.

BUT the worst that can happen/imagine just have to happen.

While on the way here with the jigsaw, she drop the jigsaw just at the lift area

THUS half the sky was in pieces again :X

My heart was beating fast, tears are bursting out but yet I have to control, control.

Gave up writing my cue sheets and all. I gather that few to fix up that sky.

Every minute was a torture to me. 和时间赛跑的感觉很不好受

In the end the jigsaw still din manage to finish

(deep in my heart I know there are other ways to shoot this scene)

But at least I tried till the very last minute. I din give up, even though I know I'm just trying the impossible. But at least I still try.

Many time, what matters isn't the end product, but the journey and the attitude u have.

ON A LIGHTER NOTE.

Just when we break for dinner. HE show me a beautiful rainbow

Its not one, but two! It has been a long time since I last saw a rainbow.

The last significant time I saw it was 2 years back @ TAIPEI 101.

It was kinda the last day filming @ this lovely condo with 3 lovely dogs! So the first thing we do when we break for dinner is to TAKE PHOTOS with the dogs. Basically only the 2 of us are that crazy.

oh no! I'm not strangling it. Just want it to look at the camera! =p

Thats the very huge POODLE!

Thats the poodle with the headband! This is to prevent his ear/hair

from eating the food. Haha! When we first saw the poodle with

this, we burst out laughing!

I kind of like sit on it! hahaha!

haha! The maid join in the fun and dress him up for us

to take picture. WE HAD A GOOD LAUGH!

Lucky her! Got such a nice shot with the retro poodle.

By the time its my turn, the poodle ran away :X

Den we go ahead and dress up MAX!!!

SOOoOooOoO cuteeeeeee!

Guess that helps the other wise terrible day :x

03.02.09 - CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

2009-02-19T23:38:00.001+08:00

It was just another simple day. No major celebration. Nothing special etc.

But it was simple enough for me to Thank GOD for. =)

Firstly, I was consider very bless that I do not have work/OB on that day.

So I could sleep in and rest. (though I went back office early in the morning to 下单s)

020209

Celebrated my bday with the dialect gang @ Mind's Cafe.

Thanks guys for your love and gift.

FYI: I've bought myself a bag from Adidas by Stella McCartney!

of coz i have to thank the brain behind the entire meet up! =)

030209

Borrowed a DSLR from my CG member. My initial plan was to go various places to take photos. But I only manage to go a few places and it started raining.

Bought magazines/newspaper, chill @ the coffee bean @ Raffles Hotel. Such a nice place to chill! Totally enjoyed it!

On a random note. Went to meet Estella @ our infamous favorite hang out " HK Cafe"(jus that this time, its at PS instead of CINE) Ha! Silly girl did silly stuff.

that silly girl bought me 2 small pieces of cake and secretly place in all the

candles while talking to me. Ha! Damn, I was still wondering

why her hands are forever busy while talking :x

After which. Met up with my dearest right heart. It was yet another random meet up. Thanks dear for the make up! =) I still does miss talking and fellowship-ping with you!

* thanks dearest sis for the longchamp bag! I LOVE IT! =)

040209

Went for driving lesson damn early in the morning. My sweet pri sch friend came to look for me. We have a great time catching up and traveling back to Toa payoh & chilling out at Mac before i head back to work.

Thanks for the gift and a very nicely hand-made card! ;) I'm looking forward to our meet up with Mrs Chew! =)

THANKS TO ALL THAT HAVE WISH ME IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER. BE IT SMS/FACEBOOK/EMAIL ETC =)

UNSCREWING

2009-02-18T22:40:00.005+08:00

I was left speechless, frustrated, depressed, totally stressed out for a while...

My whole world/life revolves around my work and work alone.

Office is like the 2nd home for me know. Never ending workload!

Hardly sleep/eat well for 1/2 weeks? Though I'm just doing 5 episodes. Ooopss. :x

So I Had 5 straight days of WAR. Am glad that it has finally ended!

Looking back, it was funny to see

1) how I screw up here and there.

2) how I manage to un-screw my screw ups?

3) how people try to help in various ways to ease those screw ups.

It was then I become more appreciative of ppl around me.

It was then I know that there are still nice people around! haha!

It was these screw ups that makes me a better person.

It was the process of unscrewing the screw ups and preventing the screw ups from happening matters most.

Of coz I din screw up like every single day lar :X still, i do SCREW UP. haha!

So lets just say that the following weeks of WAR shall get better and better!!

And this few weeks, I realized I totally give up having people/friends to understand my work.

Sometimes it gets sooo frustrating that I wish all of them will get the chance to be AP for a month! Its kind of sad having ppl keep reminding me to prioritize well.

Do you think we like to work on every weekend (where the whole entire world is out having fun, chilling, watching movie)?

Do you think we like to work 16hours at least everyday. slogging like a cow?

Do you think we have the choice of which days we want/like to work? (the artiste can't even choose, who are we to choose?)

That's just so much work to do. And we choose to do this job and that become our responsibilities to sacrifice every other thing to do what we are suppose to do. Why is it so difficult to understand?

oh well ...

Thank God for a good day today. It was a good weather(though it was freaking/burning hot).

But the sky was beautiful. Went for location survey @ Sentosa today. It was such a beautiful sight Hardly a single person in sight! =)

Alright, I shall take the chance to blog abt 03.02.09

I PASSED

2009-02-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

I'VE PASSED MY CLASS 3 PRACTICAL TEST! WHOOOOHOO!!!! =)

PERIOD.

2009-02-10T00:06:00.004+08:00

It has been donkey years since I last blogged.

Wanted to blog abt many many things, but I din have the time/mood/energy to do so.

Wanted to blog abt 030209. Give me some time.

I'm suffering from I-also-dunnoe-what kind of emotions.

i LOVE & HATE my job

that's the BEST part of it.

period.

过年blues

2009-01-27T17:34:00.001+08:00

Its CNY! .. oh really? I dun even have the feel/atmosphere that CNY is here. =p

Sometimes I really do think CNY is such a boring event of the year. :x

well, maybe just for me la ..

Its like a annual event to "entertain" ppl & ans ppl's queries. :X

Its not that I dislike talking abt me, myself, my life, my work, my study yada yada.

but Its just that I don't really see the need to?

Alright, maybe its not that bad. I had quite an enjoyable talk with one of my cousin la.

Watched the one hour "The little nonya reunion". So much better & more meaningful to watch than the 3 mins thingy! :p

I'm officially bored to tears (tat explain this random entry)

The wedding Game

Directed by: Ekachai Uekrongtham

Went to watch "The Wedding Game" with my "neighbour" cum pri sch cum sec sch friend. haha

I wouldn't say its fantastic but its still an enjoyable feel good show to watch.

I like the fact that the director is quite good at 抓戏 . Few moments in the show, I really feel that the director 抓到重点 and bam it just works lo. Many times ppl will just think that the actress/actor not good. Din act well etc etc. But Director plays a great role actually. Even if the actress/actor is good but the director 抓不到戏 den tats it already lo. Personally I think this director was able to catch it well. And I think the pacing of the show i just right too.

And its very obvious to differentiate local directors from overseas director. Hmm, ok not ALL local directors. Some local directors did quite well also. Hmmm lets just say the local "famous" director :p The wedding game has quite a few nice n experimental shots. In a nutshell, dun just film for the sake of filming n making $$. Everything just wide shot, MCU, OS & CU. Or track shot at a classic moment. :X

But I got to agree la. All sponsors items are so distinguished in both films. But bo bian la i guess. They are the main sponsors. Without them = no film? hee.

Oh, did I just did a comparison of two films? Ooops !! =p

My 2cents worth of nothing la. (as u can see, I'm overly bored !! 我要抓狂了)！！

Oh I just remember I had a chinese blog !!! Its time to do some revamp!! =)

PS: I seriously dislike CNY (minus the food) :x

HEAVY

2009-01-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

"我是谁阿？谁是我阿？"

My heart was pretty heavy this few days ...

I feel like my emotions are taking a roller coaster trip in US.

I had no idea why, but I have been really emo/down(what ever crap it is)

Just a mixture of feelings I don't quite know how to describe either?

It seems like whenever I'm turning a year older, somethings just have to happen.

I think my heart is pretty dead to various issues.

Few days back, variety side gave a disc "The making of the little nonya".

Goodness. Looking back at those scenes makes me emo emo.

thousand & one memories (good&bad) flooded my mind.

It doesn't help, it just makes me even more emo! Geez

Anyway ... I've bid goodbye to "双子星" and welcome "书包太重"！

Sudden increase of workload makes me feel a little imbalance?

Maybe I'm a little stress or am i suffering a series of panic-attack?

Why do I feel even more blur & stress after every meeting. :X Tian Arrh!

我几时才能做我想要做的事？

CHANGES

2009-01-10T18:03:00.002+08:00

Change is the only constant in life.

The whole of 2008, I have been slap left, right up, down with the fact that "change is the only constant thing" in many circumstances.

Towards the end of 2008. A not-so-nice thing happened.

In fact I consider "that" thing as stupidity & dumb. It kinds of trigger my thoughts.

It sets me thinking real hard.

Who are the ones I can trust? Who I can't?

Who are the ones WORTH trusting, who isn't worth?

I remember texting miss P abt tis incident. And the reply struck me.

It was simple & I've always always knew it, but somehow I keep it at the back of my mind?

BUT that text alone slap right straight into my face.

It reads

" You may know a person for a long time but it will always be a constant challenge to fully understand the person and that may never even happen coz change is a constant, so always trust yourself more than anyone else."

I still do believe. What's true in the spiritual is true in the natural as well. I do.

Alright. I've totally drifted away from the MAIN PURPOSE of this entire post.

I'm no longer doing "双子星" . No longer working in a big production.

(Still happily thought I could work with Fenfei again!)

MAJOR MAJOR CHANGES ahead of me.

When the time is right. I'll announce again.

All I can say is that ...

Sudden INCREASE of workload yet a DECREASE in pay. :X

DAMN IT !!

My otherwise boring day

2009-01-06T21:52:00.011+08:00

My life has been pretty exciting since the start of 2009!

3rd Jan 2009

On the third day of a brand new year. Together with my cell, we travelled to JB.

I've intense craving for A&W! and I finally SATISFY my craving!

How can I not take photo with Mr A&W!

and my fabulous meal!

2 piece chicken, curly fries! & root beer float!!

After our A&W meal. We all headed down JUSCO for a walk.

Cabbed back to city square & did another round of shopping.

Din buy much during the entire trip. Guess what I bought?

3 STORY BOOKS. duh duh duh! LOL. Of all things, I bought story books from JB. hee

den we headed down to Taman Seafood place. I ate till I almost vomit.

Thankfully it was nice & cheap! =)

Everyone is enjoying the food. I'm enjoying too!

But I'm always ready for a pic! =)

with my cell!

4th Jan 2009

Headed back office after svc to help pack and carry stuff.

My team from “未来不是梦" is leaving for japan to shoot!! *how cool!*

*Jealous, Jealous jealous!*

Whoohoo.. half of the luggage !

WhooHoo! Our equipments queuing up to check in! =)

The AP that is flying to Japan!! Xiao Bai!!

Den we took a group photo just before they go in.

Chill & slack at Poppyes with han, christina & shirly.

We just keep talking, talking n talking. When we check our watch. It was already 1am!

But we have a very good & funny talk! =)

5th Jan 2009

1130am - meeting with my manager.

DENG DENG DENG !!!! I dunnoe to laugh, to cry or ?? I dunnoe ...

All I can say is ...

I'm gonna work on yet another "big" production, "双子星"

Its gonna be the 2009 big production I guess?

Working with the EP for "小娘惹" yah.. for those who know.

JUST IMAGINE!!

If u have read enough 8days/iweekly. You should have heard abt this show.

and so who's starring in "双子星" ?

Its none other than our very own Zoe Tay, Fann Wong, Lee Nan xing & Tay ping hui.

Now you get why I said its goona be yet another "big" production?

*shivers*

I think its gonna be such huge crew.

AP x 2, 1 attached AP, Artiste PA x 3, our own PA x 1. :X

Awww. Did I even mention the very good news?

It is schedule to start in 22nd Jan. Which means from next week on, I should expect meetings after meetings EVERYDAY!

Den I last heard, 初二就开工了！

There goes my CNY!! :x

my day was spent thinking abt this. thankfully went for my driving lesson that kind of help me get this off my mind.

After which, met up with Miss P for Crystal Jade & movie!! Whooo!

Caught "AUSTRALIA"

its a must to watch this !!! Such a beautiful story.

I must say the director is a very good STORY TELLER!! =)

2009, WELCOME!

2009-01-01T19:10:00.008+08:00

CHAPTER ONE

Its the start of a brand new 12 Chapters of "The story of a Girl". Geez

For a good start, I think I've ended 2008 & welcome 2009 on a very cool note.

Of which I'm ever thankful !!

December is always the busiest month of the year.

Due to those happenings events that took place, I haven really rested since the overnight shoot that I had. I pray that the next one week, I can find sometime to recharge my body batt! =)

I had a great NYE count down.

My cell book a suite @ Pan Pac Hotel - Orchard

I slept 12 hrs yest!! =)

I'm looking forward to our mini trip to JB! YipPPEeee!

I'm a little amused by the "reaction" of the 3 ppl @ the back

What are the smiling at? Where the heck were they looking!? haha

I like this photo though. we look so happy!

Christina's 2nd last day of shoot!

The year 2008

2008-12-27T16:02:00.089+08:00

JANUARY

My last semester in FSV. One of the toughest mth I've been through this year.

A month of AFP2, Bluenose, Studio Recording & various modules assignments due dates & test

A month where my AFP GROUP been through the worse. Having our lens drop the 2nd time

A month where my Avid station 10 crash on me thrice

A month where my lights choose to play prank on me just when my studio live show started

Anything that can go wrong HAS gone wrong.

BUT it pull us all closer. I've made a bunch of friends in FSV that I truly treasure!

My AFP1 Group!

Kaixiang, van, Mel, Ziling, Yishan, Ying Han, Audrey, Shibs

Film: THE FORGOTTEN TUNE

APF2 crew. Me, Audrey, Ziling & our female talent

During our lunch break.

FILM: MEMORIES

Setting up our set for our studio live show, "MUSIC ALIVE"!

With Jo & Marc. one of the few good pals I've made in year 3!

My year 3 studio class! Lots of fun! =)

of coz not forgetting my very tense moment @ the lighting panel

Will nv be able to forget that moment this life time!

FEBRUARY

The month I turn TWENTY-ONE! but yet was too overwhelm by my sch work to enjoy.

The month that I cried the most, I questioned myself the most

The month where my heart hurts the most

19th Feb - the last day of sch, the dateline for the last assignments & media law exam! haha

The month I went on a 5 days shoot as a logger for a Channel 5 Variety Show "SHOW DOWN!"

The month I wanna thank my then new CELL GROUP, N307 for their love & blessings!

My cell celebrated my 21st bady @ The Settlers Cafe

They did a sweet & SUPER FUNNY video montage for me. LOL

I think this was the photo?

Dialect CNY steamboat + celebrate my bday

They did a really sweet video for me! =)

27th FEB to 1st March

"SHOW DOWN" Crew!

For once I feel I'm light la! =p

MARCH

Went on a 2 days commercial Shoot for MEQ as a freelance PA. haha

Shooting on film. Quite cool crew to work with. =)

MEQ TV commercial shoot @ lalang Field

14 March 2008 - Result day, I'VE PASS MY YEAR 3 SEM 3!

17 March 2008 - 1st day of work @ Mediacorp chinese drama

18 March 2008 - 1st show I went on for training: "绝对佳人"

APRIL

2nd April - 1st day of "沸腾冰点" production. It was by far the 1st production that I really love.

I had a wonderful director & AP to work with. Of which I really really thank GOD for this opportunity.

My AP & director for "沸腾冰点"

My first time on Singapore Flyer!

I have all the fun & cranky ppl with me! =)

MAY

"沸腾冰点" production on going.

30th May 2008 - MY GRADUATION! (DIPLOMA IN FILM,SOUND&VIDEO)

My dad & mum

The fun times ...

JUNE

Last lap of “沸腾冰点”

17th June - “沸腾冰点” wrap party

The cast & production ppl @ 庆功宴

Met up with my Taiwan hostel friends! =)

New asia bar @ swisshotel =) Nice Environment

mini farewell party for Aud @ her hse! =)

30th June 2008 - 小娘惹开镜仪式

The cranky bunch with Joanne's Umbrella!

JULY

Start of 小娘惹 production. It was truly an unforgettable experience.

3-4 mths of hard work, swat & tears. Come to think of it. I nv regretted doing this show

Though it was a long, trying, tiring & plowing 3-4 mths.

But it was an experience to work in such huge production.

I've got the chance to tag along cooking lessons

I've got the chance to learn & understand Peranakan culture.

Been to many many ulu places in singapore to shoot. Places I would nv want to go to. Haha

Remember when I was just a kid. I was soooo glue to "豆腐街" showing on TV. Never would I think that I would have the chance to do something along that line?

I still remember I was so amazed by all the images in "豆腐街". The war scenes, the clothes, the props etc etc. It has been 10 years? since Mediacorp does such Genre of show. So I'm glad that I'm involve somehow la.

Night Scene

Those who watch 小娘惹 should know which scene is this!

I have always love this photo! haha!

I really think I should photoshop away my watch!

Celebrating Ailin's 21st bday.

Known her for more than a decade! She is the one & only

pri sch mate that I keep in contact with. One of the dearest friend of mine!

AUGUST

Nothing much but work & work. On what? WHat else but .. <<小娘惹>>

It was a month of STUDIO & OB all mix together!

SEPTEMBER

1) 1st Sep - Pass my Baisc Theory

2) Started practical driving lessons

3) 24th & 25th - Attended AP Course

OCTOBER

4th: AH MEI'S CONCERT !!

She is one singer I really really Love & support!

@ Ah Mei's Concert

未来不是梦照形

10th OCT: Birth of Baby Rebekah!!

Dearest Sis & her baby!

13th OCT: Started my new show <<未来不是梦>> as attached AP.

For this show I've tried many different things. How exciting.

1) Shoot on a yatch

2) Took a ride on a Speedboat

3) Took a ride on a Jet-ski

4) Been to an ulu Island

5) Had a fully overnight shoot (1830 till 0700)

6) Been to SIA hanger (place where they repair SIA planes)

7) Been on one of SIA plane & explore the entire plane! (even cabin crew sleeping area! =p)

8) Been to the PILOT area!! Where there are TONS & TONS OF BUTTONS!

(too bad I can't post those photos we secretly took, las we get SUE! :x)

9) Been to an engineering factory aka CLEAN ROOM where we have to be fully dress up in the "space suit wear" with mask, gloves & even goggles!

22nd OCT: A random meet up for KTV with Miss P @ Kbox.

NOVEMBER

6th Nov: Watch "Beautiful Bitch" during German Film Fest with Miss P

9th Nov: Baby Rebekah's 1st month shower! (too bad I din take any nice pics!)

12th Nov: Robson Bday BBQ. Where the 4 of us meet again.

Tracy, Sam & Me.

Din manage to grab a pic with Ruth as she left early!

And of coz the highlight of November was the "Asia Conference".

A conference I miraculously could attend almost all days!

After last svc of AC with my crazy cell

and of coz not forgetting a pic with our very own

MR ASIA CONFERENCE la.

DECEMBER

Miss a few events coz of work =(=(

1) FSV 15th anniversary @ St James power station!

2) Standard Chartered Run 10KM!

14th Dec: Shaun's wedding dinner!

Pretty bride Handsome groom!

and of coz spending some time with my 2 babes !! =)

24th 12 08: Christmas Eve!

Dinner @ NYDC with FSV

(stil awaiting for the grp pic to be up!)

Xmas countdown with cell @ reddot brewhouse

25th Dec

xmas day with choir

xmas day with cell

Ended the day by letting fish bite! haha!

28th Dec

Dialect candle light svc.

very nice photo. haha

very funny photo!

Dialect BVs & muzo

29th Dec 08

Went down Office and 客串 Christina's OB. It was a dancing competition scene film @ studio 1.

I was laughing like mad. Director was super funny!

Had loads of fun tat day. & I was robe in to be on screen :X GOSH!

Meijiao jie's daughter Chantelle & me.

She's such a sweet & fun girl! =)

I had no idea what kind of move/pose was that. hahah!

I thought this was really candid & nice.

It wasn't ugly at all.

Chris, en & me

Chris & 2 shan!

Winnie & me

understand?

en, shan

The year 2008 was indeed a year of changes, a year of understanding myself, a year of letting go. It wasn't an easy year.

In the beginning of the year, I'm still a full time student.

Now, I'm already working full time.

Come to think of it. Time really flies. I've work full time for 9mths!

This year, through few circumstances, I've got the chance to understand myself & others a little more. Friends come & go. Bible says, there's a time & season for everything. I used to hang on to everyone that walks into my life. Thinking that they will stay & remain the same. But I was wrong. During different season, GOD places different ppl in your life to help u in one way or another. Some may stay for a lifetime, some may not. I've learnt to be thankful & appreciate the fact that they have at least step into my life once.

This year, I've also step down as a helper from choir ministry. Its still the ministry I hold it closest to my heart. Its still a ministry & ppl that saw me through many years to who i am today.

This year, I also wanna thank GOD for giving me a good friend in my very own industry. I realized i dun need a lot. But just one or two that stood by & will understand is really more than enough. I think its really important esp in this intense industry.

I'm not sure what to expect in 2009. But I think it will be an exciting year ahead! =)

Till then!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! =)

26.12.08 - Post Christmas

2008-12-26T19:43:00.021+08:00

Today is the last day of "未来不是梦" production shoot.

Was suppose to shoot from 1200 to 1630.

But we manage to finish shoot at about 1400.

What an early early day! =)

A SERIES OF CHRISTMAS EVENTS!

Tada! I'm here to blog about my xmas! =)

I really wanna thank GOD for this year xmas. It was indeed a really simple one.

This year, I din really

1) Buy any xmas present

2) Nv really do cards

24th Dec 2008 - TUESDAY

1) Headed down to Old airport road hawker

Reason: Brought ping hui's his xmas gift from Jesseca & me. Guess what we bought?

Jess: A box of FAB

Me: A brush

WHY!??? Becoz .... He's a clean freak, thus we came up with this really silly idea!

When Jess & I thought of this idea, We laugh out heads off. Gosh! *now its no longer funny la*

Too bad I din video/take down any photos of his reaction :X

2) Headed down town to search for the present 4 my Gift Exchange. I had one of the EASIEST thing to buy. When I first saw the 3 wishes my friend wish for. I BURST OUT LAUGHING.

and this is what she wrote on her wish list.

1) A very cheam non-fiction storybook

2) A really very cheam non-fiction storybook

3) A really very very cheam non-fiction storybook

BUT i had headache looking for whats really cheam!?? I almost wanted to buy a non-fict book in Tamil language for her!

3) Dinner & gift exchange @ N.Y.D.C @ Holland V with the FSV peeps. Its a blast! =)

The girls with our little hat! haha

den we head over to Settlers @ HV.

4) Joined my cell @ Red Dot Brewhouse @ Dempsey

We were give party stuff to play with! Such a great atmosphere!

The girls ...

How can I not take some nice pics in such beautiful environment!

and of coz! not forgetting my green beer!! =)

25th Dec 2008 - WEDNESDAY

I was totally exhausted. Come to think of it, I hardly rest recently. Either work or spent the night hanging out. I desperately needed more sleep! Suppose to wake up at 9am. I snooze till 12pm. BRILLIANT! muahaha.

Attended & serve the first & only xmas svc this year. Pretty simple & nice.

Brought my camera on stage! =)

Feng Fei Fei of the day. Miss Jace Ang! haha

It reminds me of ... "China wine, china wine, China Wine"

Svc choir!

Terrence!

Julette !

Went to a Jap restaurant @ Marina Square with Cell.

Was suppose to meet Miss P for movie after svc. But both of us happily thinks that we will call each other when we're done & ready to watch. By the time I call her. We're too lazy to meet =p

Thus I ended up eating & watching movie with my cell!

while we were making our way to Suntec from Marina Square.

Clement & I got force into "Kenko" for fish spa by sean & estella!

Look at the amount of fish near my leg!! Gosh!

Caught "Bedtime stories" With cell. After which, few of us headed down Geylang for Yong He's tau Huey. And thats the end of my beautiful & simple xmas.

I'M ONE BLESSED CHILD. =) =)

* Felt bad not turning up for the Dialect gathering. Sorry peeps, would love to join u guys :X my apologies!!*

My week in a glance

2008-12-24T00:21:00.012+08:00

18th Dec 2008 - THURSDAY

Cell xmas gift xchange.

Skipped candle-light svc on sun. Oh my gosh ... Haha

But I was really exhausted after sat's overnight shoot.

We literally shoot from 黄昏to天亮.

We set off at abt 1830pm, we shoot all the way till 630am.

By the time I reach home its already 9am and I slept all the way till 4pm.

Woke up, I had a major headache and for the first time in my life, I felt the whole entire house was turning in circles. :x

And guess where is my overnight shoot @??

Old Changi Hospital. I can't believe i stay there for 12 hrs. haha

@ 5am in the morning i think?

Backshot 1. I have tons of backshot photos.

我们家PA likes to take back shot. haha

苦中做乐 @5am.

22nd Dec 2008 - MONDAY

It was a sweet sweet day. Despite the fact that I has yet to recover from the exhausted days.

I received 2 xmas gifts !! unexpected ones!!

1) Early in the morning @ close to 7am. Xiang yun jie caught me and gave me a present. she was really really sweet. Thereafter, she text me a really sweet msg. *touched*touched*

2) Next was an xmas gift from my director, Lye Ling! A precious moments card holder. =)

Shoot manage to finish @5pm. Chiong down to Arab street b4 they close at 6pm to buy more crystals. It so happen that Jesseca also plans to go bugis area. Thus we ended up chionging last min xmas gift @ bugis.

While shopping @ MUJI. We came across something that sparks our oh-so-very-creative mind. We came up with a BRILLIANT gift idea for our Mr Tay Ping Hui. I can't wait to see his reaction upon opening the gift! Stay tune for videos & pictures! Muahaha. *EXCITING*

After few hrs of walking round n round. We ended up indulging on ice cream @ Aijisen!

OH! and I met ALMOST the entire world @ Bugis that day! :x I bum into ...

1) few of my pri sch mates

2) Belle, Ronnie

3) FSV classmates

4) Shu Yun

Some of the small pressie I did for ppl tis year!.

Looking forward to a SIMPLE & BLESSED Xmas! =)

Out of the mind girl

2008-12-20T02:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah, I'm a little out of my mind ... I get very very cranky at times...

So now @ 3am. I'm just blogging a super random post

Insomnia is still haunting me ...

puffy eyes tags along all day long ...

Thus the things that I do somehow doesn't connect with my head/heart.

I'm shocked/amazed/bewildered @ the amount of food I ate unknowingly.

Here's what I had for DINNER... (my colleagues are amazed)

1) $4 - prawn noodle

2) Ice milo

3) 2 prata kosong

Ended shoot at 1230am. Went back office & off we go for SUPPER

and Here's what I ate for SUPPER

1) A bowl of rice

2) 6 side dishes (ate a little of everything)

3) 2 chicken wings

4) A glass of barely

Say WOW!!! *applause*

I'm getting a little high, I'm worried about the overnight shoot LATER.

5pm to 5am ... I'm going CRANKY!

Mr & Mrs Shaun Tay

2008-12-17T23:12:00.009+08:00

I'm in the midst of my end-of-the-year post. Muahaha.

The long-winded me has lots to say ... =p

Meanwhile, I shall post some really nice photos taken on the wedding dinner last sun! =)

1st March In. The highlight of the night!

Mr & Mrs Shaun Tay!

Hotel lighting isn't enough for us ... BUT

Photoshop does WONDERS! =)

Thats with my babe, Ms nana!

My gorgeous Right heart! =)

2nd March In.

THE BLUE DRESS IS JUST SO AWESOME! GORGEOUS!

What's a night without us taking photos together!?

1 is NEVER enough for us! =)

* I think my framing is steady!* Muahaha

OH! I bum into a super hot babe that night and she is none

other than MISS JACE ANG!! =p

I'm so HIGH right now... I'm still in lack of sleep mode ... very cranky indeed!

Its not fun having insomnia when my week is pack with intense shoots! =x

OOoo! My member brought back

1) My fav instant Beef noodle from TAIWAN

2) Majolica Majorica's mascara for $15 only! (singapore is like selling $20+ :x)

I'm one happy and lucky girl indeed! =)

A few ask me what I want for xmas! Muahaha. Though this year isn't a year that will be pack with doing things that I love(or rather) used to do for the past few years.

I'm not caroling, not singing for any big days etc etc. Maybe not even appearing during xmas week. Just maybe my very own xmas svc? It led to lots of year-end thoughts.

But yet again. I do appreciate the "sudden" break of all these "norms"?

Away from the otherwise busy busy xmas.

Which means, I have time to gather my thoughts and really enjoy this Giving season. Making effort to spend this special season with different group of friends whom I treasure.

Meanwhile, for those who loves me ... here's my xmas list! Muahahaha!

1) Face sunblock (must be good ones!)

2) Hand and body moisturizer

3) Body scrub

4) Vitamin C

5) Page one/Borders/Kino's vouchers

6) Totoro Jigsaw puzzle

7) Waist Pouch

8) Accessories! tons of them!

9) Royce Chocolate

Muahaha! okie.. I'm getting more & more cranky!

Blessed Day!

2008-12-16T00:55:00.003+08:00

I felt like I haven slept ... After Effects ...

I'm technically brain dead now ... but yet I couldn't slp!

None-the-less, I still wanna blog abt my TWO FANTASTIC DAYS!

Last week was yet another INDESCRIBABLE week.

But the past 2 days makes up for all the unhappiness for the entire week.

14th Dec 2008 - Sunday

I'm the bad girl ... I skipped svc :X

I was dead tired after sat late night shoot. Thus I slept in till 12pm?

Initially I still planned to cab down, but I guess I was totally SPACE OUT?

1) wedding dinner @ Intercontinental Hotel - Bugis (Mr & Mrs Shaun Tay's)

2) super random very last minute meet up with Miss P.

Miss P was having shoot & thus I had no plans on meeting her.

But her shoot ended early and thus she drove down to meet me.

We have a brief 2hr chilling session @ TCC outside Intercontinental Hotel

A very good one indeed. Think that 2 hrs is just all that we need.

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY was

1) Shaun Tay's Wedding dinner (I'M ULTRA HAPPY FOR HIM)

2) That 2hrs spent with Miss P

15th Dec 2008 - Monday

I HAD A BLESSED DAY - I THINK I'M VERY BLESSED!

I woke up thinking I haven slept and that was half true!

I couldn't get to slp. and within the 4hrs of slp that I have, I was awoken by

some funny noises 3TIMES!

Still, I met Miss P for breakfast - We ended up at "HANS" @ Thomson Plaza

Headed back to Office together - I have studio, she has dubbing.

1) Bum into Xiang Yun Jie @ canteen, she stopped me & bought me an APPLE PIE!

(It was totally unexpected of her to do so. She say she just wanna treat me eat!)

2) Was halfway through my studio. A dear colleague of mine bought me black sesame paste!!

(It was totally unexpected of her to do so tooo!)

THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY WAS

1) Breakfast with Miss P

2) Apple Pie from Xiang Yun Jie

3) Black sesame Paste from Winnie

one word: BLESSED

some may think that its just small peanut blessing, its nothing.

BUT to me, its something, its the GESTURE, the THOUGHT, the EFFORT.

its enough to bless my heart.

*in the midst of churning out my "end-of-the-year" post! =)

off to bed.

Indescribable

2008-12-08T22:46:00.018+08:00

My week was indescribable ...

Found no suitable vocabulary to describe my week ...

6 Full day work week was a challenge to my physical body

Out of the 6 days, many interesting, shocking, mind blowing?, happening, heartbreaking events that took place that kills all my brain cells? It was a challenge, mentally n emotionally.

CONCLUSION: My job is not suitable for the FAINT-HEARTED

(of which, I think I'm categorized under the "Faint-hearted" species)

By sat I felt like a living zombie (yes, I shouldn't complain, I din do much, my AP would be 100 more times tired). oh well.

But I was glad that despite my tiredness, I attended Audrey's 20th bday party @ her house after work.

In fact I was looking forward to it! Man, am I glad that I went? Absolutely! =)

The joy,fun,laugher. Its all worthwhile! =)

This was the laugh of the night. I think this was the photo

that started all the crazy unglam picture taking n laughing!

Call me queen of UNGLAM! who cares!?

I laugh, I went crazy and I had losta FUN!

I laughed till I cringe!

She laugh till she cringe as well? OH WAIT! THATS NOT THE END,

SHE ROLLED TOO! =p

And sooo. why are we laughing so hard??

Yes, another of my UNGLAM photos!

WELL DONE KAI XIANG!

Why must we slant one side??? Hmmm

OH! coz Amanda is blowing us ! =p

OH did I mention? This is the crazy bday girl!

Once again, Happy Belated Birthday Audrey Lee! =)

My body batt went totally flat after I left Aud's house. I concuss the moment I reach home.

I couldn't even wake up on sunday morning for SVC!

Needless to say. I MISS MY 10KM standard chartered run! ZOMG!

===============================

Oh wait. Sunday was yet another indescribable day. Heart wrenching. oh well ...

To end off on a better note,

With my cell @ waraku last week.

Its a bundle of joy to have Mr Asia Conference 2008 and

Mr Asia Conference 2010(WANNABE) in our cell.

And together they form a band call "Rubber band" & this is their album cover =p

(PS: u should be able to differentiate between the real & the wannabe!) =p

Went down town to look for my cell after dialect svc.

I simply adore this photo. MOST APPROPRIATE EXPRESSION! =)

And being in town, it reminds me all over again that

XMAS is coming ...

A very random post.

A post to remind me that despite all, I still manage to ENJOY LIFE.

Flu Bug

2008-11-30T19:32:00.003+08:00

Its crazy ...

After last 5 days of Asia Conference

(waking up early, putting and removing thick thick make up, reaching home close to 3am every night after conference)

MON(24th nov)

The Mon immediately after AC, I had a whole day shoot.

Its a fire drill scene and thus I was under the sun for many many hours.

TUE(25th nov)

I had my shoot on a yatch and on some ulu island. Thus yet another day under the big hot sun.

WED & THURS

Shoot was indoor. Thank goodness, I cannot be more burn. :x

FRI(28th nov)

Was OFF on Fri! Whooo!

Lunch buffet @ Holiday Inn Park View Hotel with Miss P.

(Its a luxury to take your time and really enjoy the company and the food)

Headed down Suntec and shop for close to 6 hrs! :p

Went down starbucks @ weelock to meet up with Audrey, Marcus & Ke song.

(And yes! Audrey is back in SG for holiday!)

SAT(29th nov)

Full day shoot @ a hospital (damn cold). I guess this is where I got my flu from.

SUN(3oth nov)

The moment I woke up, i felt something amiss. I know its coming.

Still I pulled myself out of bed, grab my laptop and tks to my cell member who offer to send me to church. Head was heavy, eyes were puffy, nose were running. It got worse halfway through the sermon.

I'm declared half dead. Down with a terrible flu & fever. :x

I'm worried about next week.

I have a mixture of OB & Studio for 6 consecutive days!

GOD I need your strength!

When Her Heart Speaks

Fed up!

小娘惹 Episode 35 － 庆功宴

不一样的National Day

MY 7th Year and counting

DAYS

I WANT

HUGS

MY LIFE

HOLGA - PRINCE

面具

THE END

DAYS

PASSION

开战

THE CLIMB

HEART

认真点！

开始了！

The UPDATES

BUSY

CHANGES!

RANDOM

RANDOM

BLOG

MOMENTUM

BUSY

INFJ

The Protector

FUNERAL

SEARCHING

PRIVACY

The lifestyle of a PIG

LOOKING FORWARD

REST

IT IS FINISHED

TAKE A DEEP BREATH

PAMPERED

SIMPLE = GOOD

VERBAL VOMIT

One Drop Of Tear

03.02.09 - CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

UNSCREWING

I PASSED

PERIOD.

过年blues

HEAVY

CHANGES

My otherwise boring day

2009, WELCOME!

The year 2008

26.12.08 - Post Christmas

My week in a glance

Out of the mind girl

Mr & Mrs Shaun Tay

Blessed Day!

Indescribable

Flu Bug

小娘惹 Episode 35 －庆功宴